Familiar yet unknown — allowing a new relationship to familiar environments — from different emotional perspectives — home is where I honor my space and I feel safe first and foremost.
This week’s first trip to Colombia post-pandemic: —
-How do I relate to what I no longer hold true?
-how do I feel seeing my mom with no memory of me?
-Perfect timing with the lunar eclipse, I too want to share the impact of new communities in my life. Feeling so embraced by a couple of them, they have me extremely excited for the potential of what is to come. I will write about them soon as I allow some space to feel it all.
I can’t find the right words (yet) to express how the ending of a huge cycle is showing up as sadness, disillusion, and dissolutions -
An excitement from what is seeding is also felt: Mars + Neptune conjunction in Pisces has that powerful effect — especially after venus, the moon, and Jupiter met in the same spot, on April 27th. They meet at gate 36.3, 24 degrees Pisces.
The sun in gate 20, the earth in gate 34: A Transformation, let’s endure a crisis in order to establish new orders with the ability to recognize when the power of decay has been fully spent and a new order can be established out of the ashes of the old. The shadow will show as the inability to let go of the old, believing it could be integrated into a new experience.
Surrendering to the new horizon — trusting only within -yet no certainty is imminent.